Conclusion

I took the weekend to mull it over; to silence my rational side for once and concentrate on what my heart believes is the correct action.

"Your heart has had enough," my mother said, "your heart has been hurt enough and now it is time to move on. Neither B or you need that kind of negativity in your lives."

this coming from my mother...
the mother that couldn't get past the fact that B was not a Christian.
and now she can't wait to help plan my wedding to a man that she says, with tears in her eyes, "loves you to death."

I've erased her.

And now I am facing forward.