Wednesday, March 30, 2005

Damned

"I am selfish, I am needy, I am vain and conceited. I lie, even when I tell the truth, and I blame others for my own misfortunes. I am heartless, flaky, insincere, and tormented. I let my tongue cut you to the core, hurt you deep down, and yet I have no remorse. I fight fire with fire, I gossip with the best of them, spreading needless rumors and untruths. My heart is the blackest of the black. I am damned, this I know.

I am giving, caring, and I will sacrifice for you until I have nothing left. I am devoted, loyal, faithful, and committed to the cause. I love, I love hard, and I can lift you up from the depths of your despair. I can save you. i grow, I try, I promise, and I strive. I protect and care for. I engage my brain before opening my mouth. I hold my tongue, for I know the damage it can do. I am the better person....

I am still damned....

this I know."

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