So Fresh and So Clean

So many things are new and fresh and wonderfully inspiring.



But still, so many things are unsure, saddening and just plain realistic.







A brief outline:

I am now 25; B 28

We are back in a small apartment in suburbia, ca

I am working at a job that I love

B is a professionally trained pastry chef at a beautiful winery

We only see each other on Sundays, and if I decide to stay up until midnight on Fridays and Saturdays

K, B's brother has lived with us for 2 years

I want to get married

I want to have children

I want K to find his own place



My parents are learning to love B

B is giving my parents a shot

Still no resolve with my sister-in-law

Still no resolve with my brother



I am a red-head

I am almost 30 lbs lighter