O-bla-de, O-bla-da, life goes on

the exhaustion has set in today. i can't see myself doing more than sitting on the couch, watching the tele when i get home. To add insult to injury, I have this shooting pain in the back of my head.

I enjoyed last night in dublin. i am finally feeling like part of a family again; part of B's family too. there were seven of us, all eating a meal that uncle had prepared and I was listening to the stories of disneyland and famous guitar shops. we drank wine and gossiped a bit then chatted about babies and college and religion. Then B and his uncle began practicing the guitar and christine and I figured out how to get her a refund on her taxes this year.

It was all so warm, inviting, and carefree.
I haven't felt that way with my family in such a long time.

Everything else is beginning to drain me; my planner gets filled up more and more each day- assignments, events, appointments, consultations. It's making me wish my vacation was here already.