A montage of thoughts

I swear I would hibernate in the winter if I could. I would emerge one or two weeks before the end of the dismal season to snowboard and ski with the sun on my back. Nothing would be better.

It's a long day today, made up of many long hours and minutes. What a day to hold the special election in california..a day when I am inclined to say "no" to every measure, to everyone.

I began counting down the days to thanksgiving the minute the last trick-or-treaters left our front door...Such a change in my attitude from last holiday season.

I saw aaron today. Well, not him, exactly, but the corporate him. The man he would've looked like had he had braces, dressed in corporate attire, and didn't comb his hair forward every day. This man looked like the more attractive (hot, even), well-kept, confident, less creepy looking, version of aaron. It's weird, I see different versions of the people in my life here, all around me while I'm working.

There's really not much to say today. I'm sleepy from sitting, but the minute I stretch my legs, I awake.

There is something missing from my fourth finger, left hand. I touch it like there was something there, something to be missed. I can imagine a ring on my finger now. 2008, we said....