Breaking Boys 8

"There was the boy who I experienced most of my "firsts" with. He was the boy I jumped to after clinging to a relationship that didn't exist; the one who tied me down for a whole year, who wrote me love poems, bought me gifts, planned for the future, loved me deeply, and who kept coming around even after I broke him. He was the boy who never thought of himself, who thought we could work things out. I told him we needed to be apart in order to see god more clearly (which I believed at the time), but i think that I would've said anything to avoid telling him that I was raped while we were still together. He was the one who didn't know."